The Beginning
1:32am February 23rd 2020
Dear Diary,
I fear my 1.5 day old son has become addicted to his mothers milk.
I currently lay awake in the worlds most uncomfortable “bed” searching on Google for rehabilitation centers that can help him with this addiction. I am certain if he continues slamming it down like this we will be leaving the hospital with a toddler sized two day old.
The costs are racking up in my sleepless mind.
A newborn car seat simply will not be sufficient for such a large milk crazy monger.
The diapers we have at home are not going to fit! I hope adult sized Depends aren’t too expensive..
Will I be able to find a second job to help pay for his rehab?
The thoughts keep swirling.
What a sad world we live in where a 1 and a half day old can become such a horrible addict in such a short time period. WHY GOD!? WHY HIM!?
Is this my fault? Did I somehow lead him down to this dark lactose induced rage? Did my own Lactose Intolerance make him curious to try this devils drink? I can’t help but to blame myself.
His poor mother is so sleep deprived she blindly continues to feed his addition, unable to see the path of utter destruction she leaves in its wake. Oh the horror.. When will this end?
I hope that tomorrow I have a happier update for you diary. The pain we are enduring is unimaginable, I can only pray that God will take this addition into his hands and heal my son of his affliction.
